You know what. I suck! I’m not kidding. I have no heart at all! I mean I have something awesome yet it doesn’t make me happy. GERRRRRRRRRRR!!! I deserver to be shot…..well maybe not that but I seriously don’t deserver anything good.

            I’ve just been so *$%#^!@# confused lately. I’ve tried to sort everything out myself but I cant, and the rest of my life has been suffering because of it. I don’t know what to do. *cry (not really but I feel like it)* someone please just come and take me out of my misery *sigh* I suck. I really am a heartless wench. I’m not kidding.

So today I did nothing again. Big surprise. I was going to do something with Heather today, but yah that didn’t happen. But hey its ok. I had my room to myself almost all day so it rocked. I have to go to work tomorrow (which I’m not looking forward too) I work at a DOL. So I give people there tabs and stuff like that. Fun right.

            I got to sleep in today. I’m so happy. First day in like 3 weeks. I woke up with a headache but hey it was so worth it and i cant find a download of Dust In The Wind anywhere, just decided to tell you that ^_^ Anyway I’m going to go get food so I’m going to stop. Bye all.

Well i got this because i was just told about it and I’m really board. I’m not really a very good bloger or what ever term you would use for it but hey I can try. Who knows I could get better at it and actually make something sound halfway interesting.

            So ya I don’t really know what to write about right now. Let me think….. well I could just tell you about myself, but most likely if you read this you already know me ^_^

Ok well lets see……I’m a junior and I kinda have no life, well I don’t have a fun life. When I’m not at school or rehearsal or Work or Divers Ed I’m at home on the computer. I never really hang out with any of my friends out side of school which in and of it self is pretty sad. But my friends DO ROCK! Anyway back to talking about myself (wow I’m vain) I’m usually a pretty nice person. I like to cheer people up which works sometimes and miserably fails at others. I don’t like to see people hurt or alone. The alone part comes form being a complete loner for years. ( I know complete shocker ^_^) Hmmm what else. Well I tend to hurt myself a lot. On accident. I have no grace or balance whatsoever. It doesn’t help that I never pay attention to what I do so I always run into stuff. O ya and I suck at spelling and grammar so if I say something wrong don’t bug me about it cause I don’t really care. I know I suck at it. I suck at Uno too, but that’s beside the point. Anyway I’m tired and really bored so I’m going to stop.